I'm a male of unstable mind and I love it. It is my curse and blessing. I live for a set of people. I will make sure that they are happy. I hate to write, but I love being able to look back at my feelings when I've written them. I don't want to let my life be known, but I want to be remembered. I don't want to have some people too close, but I don't want to be alone. I don't want to be hurt, but I want to be open. And the thing is, because of that set of people, because of THEM, I can love, and be open, and I can be remembered. They let me be myself, all the bad, all the good, and all the mystery, without judgement. That has been the greatest gift, and more than I could ever ask for. There is no way I could ever thank them. So, I guess all I can do is return the favor the best I can.